MONDAY

feeling kinda tired now. woke up at about 1pm today. went to my grandma to get camera from my uncle as i need it for tmr's prom nite. yeah. prom nite is on tmr! can you imagine that few weeks ago we are still looking forward to it and now is the tym! tym flies! after that, went to meet wilson and his gf as his gf is lending me her handbag. yeah. thx to her and linwei as linwei was the one who helped me to ask. then, went to angeline's hse to try out the make up. initially, it was okie. reach home only at 1030pm and habb my dinner.

anyway, geraldine started working today at gio already while me, i'm still waiting for the call and looking for job. haix. is fate bah. tmr will be a pack day, as i have to acc gera to make her hair in the earli morning. after tat noon tym, will be my turn to get my hair either style or do up. going to angeline's hse for make up after tat and will gather at biling's hse and we shall set off for prom at about 6. yupp. tmr is gonna to be a busy day. btw, jocelyn is going for c.i course tmr. all the best to her! yeah. i'm waiting for that call and i'm looking for jobs!

even if my heart is broken it will still ue to beat. life goes on. i got this sentence from the 8pm show [channel55] and i find it kinda meaningful.

MY DAY @ TOWN

went to cathay to catch movie wibb the 3 gers not 4 as the show was horror and ling don wan to watch. ya. the show was not bad and is not really a horror show. yupps. after the show, went to meet ling and went walkin ard town, got to see some stuffs for prom. gonna to be poor after my prom as im broke! no money. hmmm. tmr i will be going out again. will going for an interview and after that, i'm going to get all the necessary stuff for my prom nite as it is round the corner. anyway, saw a grp of ppl havin their prom. their dressing is kinda formal? yea? haa. yupp.

lonely nite. so near yet so far. it seems to be drifting away. it wun be like the past anymore as we cannnot dig out the past nor we can pause the tym to let it stop. it will only be put under a name called memories. i miss that day, that lovely nite wibb so many stars and that morning!

MY DAY

Os is is finally over! yes! haaLOL. today, went to skool to get my leaving cert and the cca paper. was kinda sad to see that, cos i got an A2 instead of my target. when i browse through, i saw sth missing. i didnt pass npcc day parade. forget it. is over. let bygone by bygone. went out to find dem to habb dinner and craps. feeling wasnt right i oso donno why. yupp.

tmr going down to town to catch movie. gonna to watch the exorcism of the emily rose. shld be not bad bah. wad i wan to watch is harry potter! forget it. i guess i'll hab to wait for the dvd. gonna to shop for my prom nite stuff too. fri, will be havin interview at bugis. which is good as me and yuan zi going there to get prom nite stuff. by fri, i wan to buy all the stuff! haa. sat, might be going out wibb yongming! haa. yeah. and will be going for match fiz bah. haa. yupp.

anyway, yuan zi is going to taiwan on nxt fri. kinda sad to hear tat cos left one more week to her trip and it will last for one long month. sumore from tmr onwards she is going to stay at jurong sia. gonna to miss her when she is at taiwan. haa! going to watch tv now. -GONE-

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I open my eyes

I try to see but Im blinded by the white light

I cant remember how

I cant remember why

Im lying here tonight

And I cant stand the pain

And I cant make it go away

No I cant stand the pain

How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes

Ive got no where to run

The night goes on

As Im fading away

Im sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

Everybodys screaming

I try to make a sound but no one hears me

Im slipping off the edge

Im hanging by a thread

I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered

And I cant explain what happened

And I cant erase the things that Ive done

No I cant

How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes

Ive got no where to run

The night goes on

As Im fading away

Im sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes

Ive got no where to run

The night goes on

As Im fading away

Im sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

BORING SUNDAY

finally i can hab a free sunday. a free sunday mean don nid to touch any TYS! haa. but it seems to be bored doing nothing. went to my grandma hse to visit both of my grandparent. all of them seems to be surprise to see me as i didnt go over there for about one month le. so long! haa. busy mugging. went over and jus rot there. did nothing. yupps. looking forward to tue! last paper! finally! but kinda nervous oso. not over the paper la. haa. LOL. anyway, hope all can get through the interview den can work together. haa. it would be fun man! tmr will be the last day im going to touch my TYS! haa. YEAH!

anyway, will be pack for the week. hope to get a job. den can work and earn money. having prom nxt nxt week. after prom i still habb my cousin weddin dinner to attend. haa. oso my uncle's ROM during the dec! lookin forward to it! =) nothing more to blog. all the best to ppl taking the last paper! good luck to the five of us! haa! jiayou! =)

TIRED

feeling shack and tired now. didnt slp since ytd. had my super duper earli breakfast at hougang green de mac. anyway, tat guy serving was realli tired cos he is blurr! haa LOL. after finishing my delicious breakfast, went to take bus to school. went to school to see campcraft training. kinda miss my batch de campcraft mate. LOL. miss the shouting, cheering and screaming done by the crazy ppl. LOL. i tink this batch of campcraft ppl are xin fu! haa. donno whyy i habb such tinking. LOL. after that was home sweet home. gonna to lie and my comfortable bed soon! real soon! btw, si ren marcus come hao lian to me his paper finish le and he had his hair dyed! BOO! LOL!

is tym for me to get into my dreamland. im dead tired. gonna to hab dreams that wun come true. how sad will it be when u dream of a sweet dream but it will not come true eventually. haix. broken dream.

JIAYOU

came online to hab an hour break. after blogging and im gonna to mug again. mug and mug for the past few days. left wibb 3 more days of paper. FINALLY! last week was a freak week. couldnt slp b4 the first paper. wake up every hour. god! math paper 1 i was kan chiong and lots of careless mistakes were made. as for paper 2, i didnt hab enuff tym to finish my paper. goosh. tat goes my marche. sad. for ss, again, i don habb enuff tym to write. i donno whyy im such a slow writer. haix. since is over. forget about it. focus on the last few papers instead of dwelling on the past paper.

yearning for FREEDOM! mug hard guys! 3 more paper to go! jiayou!